Today I woke up and heard this loud banging noise, only to realize that damn noise was coming from my head. I mean really waking up to the sound of drums might be great for a band practicing, a drummer even a little kid playing with their toy (you get the point) but when its in your head… I’ll pass! Anyway, I ate then took my super meds and went straight back to my lovely bed. I had already decided that today would be the day I venture out the house, of course with my chauffeur (that’s code for mom, she wears many hats these days) because I’m still not driving. I’m not ready to be anyone’s test dummy behind a wheel. This venture was to the mall to return, something and of course I’m in need of a purchase. I like to call it I’m buying some happiness for the day! After a total of 2.5 hours at the mall I was ret-to-go (translation: ready to go) I couldn’t walk anymore, I was exhausted and hungry. But I found my happy purchase so thank you Apple for taking my coins. It was well worth it, I’m not sure that credit card will see it the same way but we don’t agree on most things! A girl has to do what a girl has to do especially for a SMILE!

The thing is everyday your day is going to be different. Some days you might feel like you have nothing else to give. I’ve learned that even at my weakest moments I find the strength through prayer, determination and support to change my outlook. It might not last long, but everyday I push myself to walk a little more, eat a little more, pray a little more and share a little more of my story. I find happiness and strength. Find your happiness and push yourself to do just a little more.